WARNING: PLEASE DONT CONTINUE WHEN YOU HAVE NOTHING TO SAY, NOTHING TO DO GOOD, REACT IN A BAD MANNER OR JUST CURIOUS.
YOUR CURIOUSITY WILL BE THE DEATH OF YOU
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Encrypted data for the incoming end…
I can’t make the same suffering like I do before, I just try to give a small respect to myself and END my suffering in due time.
I want to share all to you, moments, happiness, loneness, feelings and life. May be you just don’t understand everything I’ve given. May be it is much or insufficient, may be lack or not perfect, or you’re just bind and unhappy for my presence. I just choke you because of my present, of my daily routine, my love… Tired… Space… Same reason I have receive… No enough warning, no real chance given and no enough time to know…
ENOUGH OF ME: Love is tiring, especially when you’re in to something or someone per half.
ACCUSATION: Doubting, present in ever life. But if only you have proof before doing foolishness, if not, it all… turns… to you…
CHANCE: “Give me a chance”, chances without warning are chances that are very dangerous cause it will be blame on to you and you will be shock that what you’re spending now is the last chance you’re only holding.
FOOLISH THINGS: Unforgiving, especially when your MANHOOD are being step in every YEAR.
PAIN: Physically, bearable; emotionally, limited. Resisting it is hard, SEEING it, FEELING it, TOUCHING it, I love to be tormented because of it.
WAITING: Knowing you’re not ALONE, knowing you’re the ONE, knowing you’re in deep pain, hoping…. that…
GONE: Might not be the end but a start of the lurker down deep watching and haunting…
